Just sitting around

Ravyn walked over to the jute box, her favorite thing to do when she began her shift.



It was a quite night, she liked it that way.

I walked in and saw Ravyn. "Hey Ravyn, how's it going?"

I walked in quietly and sat at a table. I had a lot on my mind for the last few days and I couldn't get these thoughts out. I wonder why I have these thoughts.

Ravyn looked up and saw Pandora, "Hey, pretty good and yourself?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "All right. Just been busy with school work and...other things."

Ravyn saw her sister come in and sit away from them, "Yeah, It's been a busy year."

I wanted to ask. Should I ask? No, Ravyn would only get mad. I hit myself on the forehead. Why am I even thinking about it? I repeatedly hit my head as if that would get the thoughts out.

I looked over at Kendrix and saw her hitting herself. "Um Ravyn, do you know why she's hitting herself." I pointed at Kendrix.

"Nope. probably has to do with my brother." Ravyn watched Kendrix hit her self, "You keep doing that and you'll scramble your head even worse than it already is." she smirked.

I stopped hitting myself and looked at Ravyn. "Shut up. You have no idea what is going on in my head right now."

"That's true, and the only way I would know is if you talked to me, but that's one thing you don't know how to do!"

"I do I'm just...afraid." I mumbled. I kind of hoped she didn't hear me, but then again I kind of hoped she did.

"Can we not fight. I've already had enough of that."

"Afraid of what? that I will get mad that you like my brother?"

"Well, you do get mad if he even talks to me or glances my way."

I sighed. "And so it begins."

"That's because you are suck a bitch to me!"

"Sorry. I guess growing up the way I did that its to be expected. Sure my aunt and uncle love and care or me, but of course Draco gets more attention since he is their own son. I always felt out of place; the black sheep of the family. Aunt Narcissa always told me about my mum...our mum and I guess they expect me to be just like her and follow in her foot steps. Its hard to live up to someone you have never met." I realiazed I just opened up to Ravyn which was very odd for me. I wonder what she will say.

Ravyn looked stunned, "WOW, I didn't expect that. I guess you did have it harder growing up...I mean, I got everything I ever wanted, I had a brother who love me, a dad who loved me all except that he wanted to keep me quite...I'm sorry, but it's no reason to take it out on me,"

"I know and for that I'm sorry. I was just jealous and I found it easier being a bitch to you. I know I can never make up for what I did, but maybe one day you can forgive me."

"Now there is something I never would have expected."

Ravyn's eyes popped out of her head, "Jealous? wow! " She shook her head, "I never said I wouldn't forgive you, because it's the way sisters act."

"I'll try to be...nicer. I don't want our relationship to always be about fighting."

"I would sure like to hope so!"

I smiled a little which was rare for me. "I promise it won't be. It would actually be nice to do some sister bonding."